Hebraic Musing – What am I thinking while reading my Bible slowly?
My usual routine
is to read the Bible with the goal of finishing a chapter or a book. However, sometimes I feel called by the Holy
Spirit to read slowly and cogitate. What
happens? What’s going through my mind? For example, when reading the book of James (NIV)
slowly, what am I thinking?
What questions pop-up?
James 1:1 James, a bondservant of God and of the Lord
Jesus Christ, -- What
do I hear? I wonder what being a
“bondservant” really involves? Do I
really want to be one?!?! Who is James
writing to?
To the twelve tribes which are scattered abroad: Greetings. – I
wonder if I might have somehow become part of the 12 tribes throughout the
world that James is trying to reach!
v2 Profiting from Trials - My brethren, count
it all joy when you fall into various trials, -- That doesn’t
sound logical. I’ve learned to avoid
trials, but God’s Word tells me I will gain!
I wonder how that works?
v3 knowing
that the testing of your faith produces patience. – Lord, you know
I am not patient by nature. I want it
now!!! Especially “faith”; I need it now!
v4 But let patience have its perfect
work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. – I like the
“lacking nothing” part, but how much patience will it take to become “perfect
and complete”? Is it attainable?
v5 If any of
you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without
reproach, and it will be given to him. – I like the idea of getting more wisdom,
but will God really give it to me “liberally”? There’s got to be a catch! You say all I need to do is “ask” and I will
receive!? Do I have enough faith to
believe that!
v6 But let him
ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea
driven and tossed by the wind. – Sounds like I need perfect faith, but I
doubt it will work. Yes, my faith is
tossed about by the winds of life. I’m
not capable of perfection. I wish I were!
v7 For let not that man suppose that he
will receive anything from the Lord; -- But I think I have faith that I will
receive something from the Lord. Can’t
believe He’ll not answer by requests, just because I doubted?
v8 he is a double-minded man, unstable
in all his ways.
– Maybe to some extent I am the “double-minded man”? These ways of thinking have got me thinking…
so let’s go on.
v9 The Perspective of Rich and Poor – Let the lowly
brother glory in his exaltation, 10 but the rich in his
humiliation, because as a flower of the field he will pass away. – But that
doesn’t sound fair, that the rich loses even more! I thought money wouldn’t count. Got to think about this a little more. What’s God’s point here?
v11 For no sooner has the sun risen with
a burning heat than it withers the grass; its flower falls, and its beautiful
appearance perishes. So the rich man also will fade away in his pursuits. – So all my
striving for the various forms of riches is for naught! Now I think I understand! But that’s not the way I was brought up!!!
Conclusion – I wonder what I
will have to resolve if I read the rest of these groups of God’s Word in James
Chapter 1, or in the rest of God’s Word, or if I read the rest of my Bible slowly
and thoughtfully:
Loving God Under Trials –
vs12-18 – Why does
a loving God let me go through trials?
Qualities Needed in Trials – v.19 – Sounds like God thinks I
need some “qualities”!
Doers—Not Hearers Only –
vs.21-27 – You mean it’s
for me to do!?!? Not the other guy!
Points
to ponder
Does your
mind also drift while reading God’s Word?
About what?
How fast
should we read God’s Word?
Should we pay
more attention when the LORD of the Universe is speaking to us?
Do we really
let God’s perfect, true and loving Word sink in?
Am I the only
one who thinks like this when listening to My Lord speaking to me?
“Only
one life ‘twill soon be past. Only
what’s done for Christ will last.”
Yosef a.k.a.
Joe Brusherd July 21, 2026
Author: “Hebraic
Insights – Messages exploring the Hebrew roots of our faith”
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