Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Musing – Have you shared your Testimony? Here’s mine.

 Hebraic Musing – Have you shared your Testimony?  Here’s mine.

My name is Joe Brusherd.  I’m a retired CPA, Int’l consultant and been a CFO for a variety of  companies.

Some 80+ years ago I grew up in Cicero, Illinois, as the oldest of eight children.  After college, my career started as a CPA.  My wife and I raised six children which has since multiplied to a family tree of 49!

For the first 37 years of my life I had a limited understanding of God; never tried to figure out God’s purpose for my life despite these Three Questions and Answers from my first grade catechism class that stuck with me:

Q. – Who made me?                          A. – God made me.
Q. – Who is God?                              A. – God is the Supreme Being    who created all things.
Q. – Why did God make me?           A. – God made me to worship Him; and to praise Him forever.

During those years my selfish ways, my anger, my unclean thoughts plagued me; and in desperation I agreed to go on a Marriage Encounter weekend to enrich our marriage, which desperately needed enrichment.  After that experience in 1976, I became a curious seeker of the God I had known as a child.  I enjoyed the fellowship with other couples.  One couple I especially admired and respected, Bill and Mary Blessing, had something I wanted, and they frequently referenced their “Cursillo” experience. 

On a Thursday in August 1977, friends of Bill Blessing drove me the 80 miles for a three day “Cursillo” retreat.  As I got out of the car I asked, “Aren’t you coming in?”  They answered, “No, we were just giving you a ride” and they drove off.  That act of sacrificial love was just the beginning.

On the second day a priest, Father Tony Tascheta, spoke and his message, presentation and style was awesome. I kept thinking that he missed his calling; he should have been a VP of Sales!  I was in a daze, so we went to the Chapel.  As we walked into the Chapel, I saw Father Tony Tascheta on his knees praying and thanking Jesus for all the words Jesus had given to him to speak to “the men out there.”    

My knees gave out and I found myself kneeling, crying crocodile tears into a puddle on the terrazzo floor and crying almost out loud “Jesus Christ, you are real.  I need to learn more about you.”  

At that moment I knew I would never be the same.  The peace in my inner being was unimaginable.  I no longer had feelings of desperation that resulted from knowing I was a sinner and, most of all, that I had been trying to hide by sinful ways from God, my Creator.

At the closing ceremony we entered big hall; I saw Bill and Mary Blessing in the audience.  They had cut their vacation short to be there for me.  I fell apart.  As part of the closing ceremony, we each had to stand up as the Holy Spirit led and tell what the weekend meant to us.  Eventually I went to the podium, froze, fell apart and finally blurted out “I talked to Jesus!”  That’s all I could say.  It was not much of a speech, but it meant volumes to me.  I was never so choked up in my life.

Very late Sunday night the Blessings gave me a ride home and I immediately woke up my wife and said, “Peggy, guess what happened to me on the weekend?”    She said, “What?”     I told her, “I talked to Jesus!”   And she said, “Does that mean you are ‘Born Again’?”    I answered, “I don’t know what you call it.  All I know is that I talked to Jesus. …  And I want you and all the kids to experience what I experienced.”   She smiled as she replied, “Too late Joe.  We already have.  We’ve all been praying for you.  (…for 10 years.”)

That was in August 1977.   I was 39 years old.  I know how blind a man, a husband and a sinner can be.  I found out why Jesus told Nicodemus “Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again.”    That’s how Jesus came into my life.

And since my family was already “Saved”, it’s now my job to save the rest of the world as evangelist/teacher.

Points to ponder

What’s your Testimony?  I’d really like to read it!  (Yosef1@cox.net)

Do you have it in written form, ready to tailer to the situation?

Whoever acknowledges me before men, I will also acknowledge him before my Father in heaven.” Matt.10:32

Yosef   a.k.a.  Joe Brusherd                                   October 1, 2024
Author: “Hebraic Insights – Messages exploring the Hebrew roots of our faith” 
“Biblical Marriage (by Yosef)”    Weekly “Hebraic Musings

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